Trying to quit porn is so, so tiring...

Here's the truth, porn is the thing that gets people distracted, gets them to focus on the flesh rather than the spiritual side of life.
And yet, for all it's corruption and bad example, it's without a doubt the most difficult thing to try and quit, it's just so, so tiring to struggle against porn.
This is due to porns popularity and success, trust me, many people inside and outside the church relapse to porn, you are in great company.

(Interracial and BBC in particular, along with pussy envy, public\risky, ass worship, are among my guilty pleasures.)

It's why people like myself have chosen peace, rather than fighting a losing battle, every time I orgasm it's because I choose satisfaction, and defeat.
This isn't a good thing btw, but t's just so much easier to masturbate like an ape, it's a blessing to blow my load and a big relief.
And that's what it's about, relief, some have genuinely set themselves free from porn, but I can't imagine myself being free from it.
Like shemales, I am too timid to stop cumming, for better or for worse.

I shall keep sniffing the java so to speak, and stick with what's established.
At least this way I get peace and enjoyment, and nothing too much of a struggle like quitting porn.
I enjoy my long walks, reading, good food, far eastern netflix, and yes my joyful orgasms.